A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth
tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and
helpless?"
"Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of
you."
The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't
have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."
God said, "Your
angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your
angel's love and be very happy."
Again the child asked, "And how am I
going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the
language?"
God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and
sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will
teach you how to speak."
"And what am I going to do when I want to talk
to you?"
God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will
teach you how to pray."
"Who will protect me?"
God said, "Your
angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life."
"But I will
always be sad because I will not see you anymore."
God said, "Your angel
will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me,
even though I will always be next to you."
At that moment there was much
peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly
asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."
"You
will simply call her, 'Mom.'"
- Unknown
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Nursery Inspiration
We started painting your nursery this past weekend. What a task!!! But it's turned out really lovely and I can't wait to see the finished result when everything is in place. I'm using the above board as inspiration for your room. I want it to be soft and sweet. A place where you and I will bond and I hope that you will love.Here are the paint colors...we used the pitter patter (blue) color for one accent wall where your crib will go and the pearls and lace will be on the other three walls.
Your crib & bedding have been ordered this week!xoxo,
mommy
PS. Today is me & daddy's 3rd wedding anniversary! God is so good...we are so blessed to have each other and now we get to have you in our lives too - - AMAZING LOVE!!!
Sunday, September 25, 2011
You're a....GIRL!!!
We found out today that you will be a girl....our daughter! WOW!!! We couldn't be any more excited and now the fun begins! It's time to paint the nursery...order the furniture...buy lots and lots of clothes...so much to do and I'm just going to love every second of it.
We had a fun little party to celebrate finding out what gender you are...so fun! Aunt Tosha & Aunt Ashley helped organize everything and both sets of your grandparents travelled to be there for the big news! It was a very special day. I wore pink b/c I was convinced you were going to be a girl...I was that confident. However, just about everyone else thought you were going to be a boy! Your daddy & grandpappy were pretty sure otherwise though. It was just exhilerating to finally know and share all the happiness with our family close by. I will always, always, always remember that day...and that moment when we saw pink colored balloons float up to the ceiling to indicate GIRL baby :)
It's been a lot of excitement for one day. I'm now all ready for bed in my cozy pjs and am about to drift off to dreamland...tonight I will try to dream of the perfect name for you....my sweet little baby girl.
love you,
mommy
We had a fun little party to celebrate finding out what gender you are...so fun! Aunt Tosha & Aunt Ashley helped organize everything and both sets of your grandparents travelled to be there for the big news! It was a very special day. I wore pink b/c I was convinced you were going to be a girl...I was that confident. However, just about everyone else thought you were going to be a boy! Your daddy & grandpappy were pretty sure otherwise though. It was just exhilerating to finally know and share all the happiness with our family close by. I will always, always, always remember that day...and that moment when we saw pink colored balloons float up to the ceiling to indicate GIRL baby :)
It's been a lot of excitement for one day. I'm now all ready for bed in my cozy pjs and am about to drift off to dreamland...tonight I will try to dream of the perfect name for you....my sweet little baby girl.
love you,
mommy
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Teary September :(
Baby of mine,
September is usually a month filled w/ a lot of fun and excitement. However, this year, my favorite month was far from that due to an unexpected ailment!
The last few weeks have been a true test...physically, mentally, & emotionally. I was truly scared out of my mind on the afternoon of September 10th...I had very intense pain come on very suddenly in my back and my first thought that something was wrong and I was losing you. I was enjoying an afternoon of pampering...another prenatal massage and then a mani/pedi at one of my favorite nail salons when all of this pain came over me. I could barely make it to my car and once I was there I was in such terrible pain I was crying and just doubled over. I knew something was wrong and I was in trouble.
I was able to finally drive to meet w/ your daddy and he then took me to the ER. We soon discovered that I was suffering from kidney stones...and thankfully they checked your heartbeat and you were doing just fine! My worst fear was not happening after all and in my mind I knew that I would happily suffer through anything as long as you were ok. Although, I was hurting so much it was a relief to find out the reason. They did an ultra sound and sent me home on pain medication that they assured me was safe enough during pregnancy. Unfortunately, there is very little they can do when you are pregnant - - I just needed to buckle up and be prepared to pass these horribly painful stones!
Unfortunately, sometimes this can take anywhere from hours to weeks. I was so hoping after a couple days I would be back to feeling good. No such luck...I was admitted to the hospital 4 days later. I was in so much pain...worried about you...and didn't know if there was possibly something else going on. My doctor thought it best to have me admitted and to have a urologist look me over. Long story short, they ended up keeping me for 3 days...we had to have an xray and I was put on morphine to keep the pain at bay. The doctors taking care of me assured me this was acutally pretty safe considering how far along I was and that I could do more harm to you by the stress my body was going through w/ being in so much pain. Also, they felt it very important to make sure there wasn't anything else going on. The conclusion was that they were convinced I had kidney stones as my right uterine track was definitely pinched and it appeared it could only be that or a growing baby getting in the way. They suggested that I get a stint put in, and unfortunately that would require for me to go under anethesia for that procedure.
I really did not want to go that route unless completely necessary. They wanted to do the procedure right away but I was able to convince them to give me a couple more days and see if the stones would finally all pass. I was able to go to oral meds and then 2 days later I stopped taking the meds completely. I was still in pain but I was determined to see if I could bear through it ...truthfully the pain was still there but not as intense. A few days later, I went back to work to keep my mind busy and see if I could get through the day as normal. By the next week, I was feeling 100% better. I think they finally passed...and I was able to avoid having the stint put in. Which is what I prayed for every day. I just felt like you and I had been through enough and even though the pain meds were available to me I took them very conservatively. I wanted to be back to feeling good and focused on the happiness of YOU!
Through it all, sweet little one, your daddy was UNBELIEVABLE! Wow, I've never been more convinced on how lucky I am to be so loved by this good good man. And how very lucky and blessed you will be to know him as your father. He will love you so unconditionally. He has a heart full of selflessness and he genuinely cares for us both. While I was in the hospital he never left my side - -he slept two nights on a very uncomfortable recliner chair! He endured me getting checked over by nurses every 3 hours throughout the day and night. He handled all my phone calls and kept everyone important to us in the know as far as what was going on. He helped me to work a wedding while I was doubled over w/ pain and on pain medication...he is my rock...my real life knight in shining armour! I'm so lucky soooooo sooooo soooo lucky to be the receiver of this man's love.
In a few hours from now...we will find out if you are a boy or a girl! If you are a boy, I hope you that you will have a heart just like your daddy. I hope you inherit his kindness, loyalty, and integrity. If you are a girl...I will always pray that you will grow up to find a love as pure and as real as what your daddy and I have. I will pray that you will have a patient heart to seek God's best...and hopefully you will be spared a lot of heart ache and disappointments along the way.
We'll be happy to find out either way....but your daddy is convinced that you're a girl!
xo mommy
September is usually a month filled w/ a lot of fun and excitement. However, this year, my favorite month was far from that due to an unexpected ailment!
The last few weeks have been a true test...physically, mentally, & emotionally. I was truly scared out of my mind on the afternoon of September 10th...I had very intense pain come on very suddenly in my back and my first thought that something was wrong and I was losing you. I was enjoying an afternoon of pampering...another prenatal massage and then a mani/pedi at one of my favorite nail salons when all of this pain came over me. I could barely make it to my car and once I was there I was in such terrible pain I was crying and just doubled over. I knew something was wrong and I was in trouble.
I was able to finally drive to meet w/ your daddy and he then took me to the ER. We soon discovered that I was suffering from kidney stones...and thankfully they checked your heartbeat and you were doing just fine! My worst fear was not happening after all and in my mind I knew that I would happily suffer through anything as long as you were ok. Although, I was hurting so much it was a relief to find out the reason. They did an ultra sound and sent me home on pain medication that they assured me was safe enough during pregnancy. Unfortunately, there is very little they can do when you are pregnant - - I just needed to buckle up and be prepared to pass these horribly painful stones!
Unfortunately, sometimes this can take anywhere from hours to weeks. I was so hoping after a couple days I would be back to feeling good. No such luck...I was admitted to the hospital 4 days later. I was in so much pain...worried about you...and didn't know if there was possibly something else going on. My doctor thought it best to have me admitted and to have a urologist look me over. Long story short, they ended up keeping me for 3 days...we had to have an xray and I was put on morphine to keep the pain at bay. The doctors taking care of me assured me this was acutally pretty safe considering how far along I was and that I could do more harm to you by the stress my body was going through w/ being in so much pain. Also, they felt it very important to make sure there wasn't anything else going on. The conclusion was that they were convinced I had kidney stones as my right uterine track was definitely pinched and it appeared it could only be that or a growing baby getting in the way. They suggested that I get a stint put in, and unfortunately that would require for me to go under anethesia for that procedure.
I really did not want to go that route unless completely necessary. They wanted to do the procedure right away but I was able to convince them to give me a couple more days and see if the stones would finally all pass. I was able to go to oral meds and then 2 days later I stopped taking the meds completely. I was still in pain but I was determined to see if I could bear through it ...truthfully the pain was still there but not as intense. A few days later, I went back to work to keep my mind busy and see if I could get through the day as normal. By the next week, I was feeling 100% better. I think they finally passed...and I was able to avoid having the stint put in. Which is what I prayed for every day. I just felt like you and I had been through enough and even though the pain meds were available to me I took them very conservatively. I wanted to be back to feeling good and focused on the happiness of YOU!
Through it all, sweet little one, your daddy was UNBELIEVABLE! Wow, I've never been more convinced on how lucky I am to be so loved by this good good man. And how very lucky and blessed you will be to know him as your father. He will love you so unconditionally. He has a heart full of selflessness and he genuinely cares for us both. While I was in the hospital he never left my side - -he slept two nights on a very uncomfortable recliner chair! He endured me getting checked over by nurses every 3 hours throughout the day and night. He handled all my phone calls and kept everyone important to us in the know as far as what was going on. He helped me to work a wedding while I was doubled over w/ pain and on pain medication...he is my rock...my real life knight in shining armour! I'm so lucky soooooo sooooo soooo lucky to be the receiver of this man's love.
In a few hours from now...we will find out if you are a boy or a girl! If you are a boy, I hope you that you will have a heart just like your daddy. I hope you inherit his kindness, loyalty, and integrity. If you are a girl...I will always pray that you will grow up to find a love as pure and as real as what your daddy and I have. I will pray that you will have a patient heart to seek God's best...and hopefully you will be spared a lot of heart ache and disappointments along the way.
We'll be happy to find out either way....but your daddy is convinced that you're a girl!
xo mommy
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Monday, August 8, 2011
3 months in...2nd trimester here I come!
Sweet Little One,
daddy and I got to see you again today! It's such a relief to have them turn on the tv and use their magic wand and then get to see you. I can not feel you yet so I just hope and pray everyday that you are doing well and growing and developing like you should be. Today we got to see that you are getting bigger...but you are still super super tiny. You are starting to take on the shape of a little baby though...no more gummy bear. :)
Your heart beat is nice and strong and you are measuring perfectly where you are supposed to be at this point. What a blessing! A thousand thank you's to our heavenly Father - " Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from him." ~ Psalm 127:3 I'm in awe at how HUGE this experience is - -everyday I can't believe how lucky I am to have a small part in this miracle of life.
I'm looking forward to taking a small trip w/ your daddy to Florida in a couple days. It will be a "relaxcation" for me and I just really need some down time and just really soak everything in more. A slower pace for five days sounds wonderful! I plan on sitting by the pool and reading, ordering room service, having my first prenatal massage {now that I'm far enough along}, and maybe one day go to Disney World w/ daddy. So far the nausea has subsided quite a bit but I'm still feeling tired and very little energy. It may be b/c I'm still trying to keep up a pretty busy pace - work is crazier than ever, and still trying to juggle Twinkle & Blush as well as maintain a little bit of a social life. It's been tough but from what I hear the next trimester will hopefully have me feeling great w/ lots more energy.
But for now...I'm sooo going to enjoy some sunny down time w/ my little teeny tiny baby bump.
xo, mommy
daddy and I got to see you again today! It's such a relief to have them turn on the tv and use their magic wand and then get to see you. I can not feel you yet so I just hope and pray everyday that you are doing well and growing and developing like you should be. Today we got to see that you are getting bigger...but you are still super super tiny. You are starting to take on the shape of a little baby though...no more gummy bear. :)
Your heart beat is nice and strong and you are measuring perfectly where you are supposed to be at this point. What a blessing! A thousand thank you's to our heavenly Father - " Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from him." ~ Psalm 127:3 I'm in awe at how HUGE this experience is - -everyday I can't believe how lucky I am to have a small part in this miracle of life.
I'm looking forward to taking a small trip w/ your daddy to Florida in a couple days. It will be a "relaxcation" for me and I just really need some down time and just really soak everything in more. A slower pace for five days sounds wonderful! I plan on sitting by the pool and reading, ordering room service, having my first prenatal massage {now that I'm far enough along}, and maybe one day go to Disney World w/ daddy. So far the nausea has subsided quite a bit but I'm still feeling tired and very little energy. It may be b/c I'm still trying to keep up a pretty busy pace - work is crazier than ever, and still trying to juggle Twinkle & Blush as well as maintain a little bit of a social life. It's been tough but from what I hear the next trimester will hopefully have me feeling great w/ lots more energy.
But for now...I'm sooo going to enjoy some sunny down time w/ my little teeny tiny baby bump.
xo, mommy
Monday, July 18, 2011
February 22, 2012
We had our first ultra sound this morning. So for the first time we saw you...our little miracle in the making. Wow...my heart could hardly take it all in...tears of happiness were just flowing down my face. Your sweet daddy was just as awe struck and just was captivated by your little wiggling body. You look like a little gummy bear right now...and even though so very little...I think you're just about the cutest thing I ever saw.
Now it's so very real to us. I'm excited for each week and each little mile stone of growing you. I can't believe I get to experience this...so grateful!
We saw a lot of family over the 4th of July weekend and that is when we shared all about you. We got grandpappy a tshirt that read, "I'm going to be a grandpappy again". You'll be his 5th grandbaby! When he opened his gift and read the shirt everyone just exploded in claps and cheers...they're all so excited to learn about you. It was heart warming to share the news...but we're keeping it just in the family now. Another month and we'll be able to let more friends and family know all about you :)
So your expected birthday is February 22, 2012. Seems so far away but I hope to enjoy every second of this journey w/ you, and hopefully you'll be here before we even know it. An interesting fact, is that your daddy had a due date of Feb 22 but he was born early...on Valentine's day! Whatever day you arrive will be the best day!
So far in the pregnancy, I have felt only some slight nausea but more than that I am just extremely tired! I'm so used to having a lot of energy, which is necessary b/c I tend to keep a busy calendar. But I have just not felt like doing much and have been ready to call it a day as early as 7pm - so not typically me. Your daddy, as always, so caring towards me gets me crackers and ginger ale first thing in the morning before I even try to get out of bed. This helps the nausea to subside so that I can get ready for work in the morning. Once I can get that conquered I'm usually fine - except for the tiredness. Nothing I can do for that but rest as much as I can. I haven't really felt like eating much either, nothing sounds appetizing! Which is really weird b/c I always thought when pregnant you wanted to eat all the time and had weird cravings. So far that is not the case - far from it! I always needed to start my morning w/ a cup of coffee but now I can't stand the sight nor the smell of it. Which might explain the tiredness too ( light bulb!) doing w/o caffeine is definitely a big change for me. I'm not complaining though....all of this is so worth it. I'm relishing in all the changes and experience of this miracle. God is so good...I'm grateful every second!
You're in my heart and my soul...can't wait to see your beautiful face.
xo mommy
Now it's so very real to us. I'm excited for each week and each little mile stone of growing you. I can't believe I get to experience this...so grateful!
We saw a lot of family over the 4th of July weekend and that is when we shared all about you. We got grandpappy a tshirt that read, "I'm going to be a grandpappy again". You'll be his 5th grandbaby! When he opened his gift and read the shirt everyone just exploded in claps and cheers...they're all so excited to learn about you. It was heart warming to share the news...but we're keeping it just in the family now. Another month and we'll be able to let more friends and family know all about you :)
So your expected birthday is February 22, 2012. Seems so far away but I hope to enjoy every second of this journey w/ you, and hopefully you'll be here before we even know it. An interesting fact, is that your daddy had a due date of Feb 22 but he was born early...on Valentine's day! Whatever day you arrive will be the best day!
So far in the pregnancy, I have felt only some slight nausea but more than that I am just extremely tired! I'm so used to having a lot of energy, which is necessary b/c I tend to keep a busy calendar. But I have just not felt like doing much and have been ready to call it a day as early as 7pm - so not typically me. Your daddy, as always, so caring towards me gets me crackers and ginger ale first thing in the morning before I even try to get out of bed. This helps the nausea to subside so that I can get ready for work in the morning. Once I can get that conquered I'm usually fine - except for the tiredness. Nothing I can do for that but rest as much as I can. I haven't really felt like eating much either, nothing sounds appetizing! Which is really weird b/c I always thought when pregnant you wanted to eat all the time and had weird cravings. So far that is not the case - far from it! I always needed to start my morning w/ a cup of coffee but now I can't stand the sight nor the smell of it. Which might explain the tiredness too ( light bulb!) doing w/o caffeine is definitely a big change for me. I'm not complaining though....all of this is so worth it. I'm relishing in all the changes and experience of this miracle. God is so good...I'm grateful every second!
You're in my heart and my soul...can't wait to see your beautiful face.
xo mommy
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